someone out there?!

Wow, exams is just around the corner and all those thoughts start to flush into my mind!!
What's happening? Why do it comeback again after I've thoought that it has subsided? Hmm, maybe I haven really gotteb over with it yet..hmm..

After much efforts and many heart-pinching moments, I thought I can finally let it go, but... I Still cAn'T. After some reflection, i thot that maybe it's because im a cowardy person, someone who dun dare to face the music, haha.. Well, I did try to do what I can and should not be too harse on myself ba. Missing someone is indeed a tough chore, and only you yourself know how hard it really is..

:: All things are empty in nature, why should we chase after things that are ever changing, that we can't even grab hold of and bring sufferings to ourselves? ::

:: There's only one thing wrong with you~~
you can be truly happy~~
but you do not want to be... badly enough. ::

"How good it'll be that there's people out there who can really understand you and accept you as who you really are," remarked K.

Yah, i agree.

In this society, almost everyone is looking on the superficial level and do not dare to look further and deeper. They are afraid that they would not be able to accept what they've discovered when they really looked into it. Hmm, when we asked that from others, can we really do the same for others?? When we look at others, can we picture ourselves in their shoes? "Why are some people so stubborn?" You may ask sometimes, aren't we like that too, haha..

Why don't we let our expectations a break and enjoy what we have?

"I want a TIME-OUT!!"